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"title" : "✏ art" ,
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"title" : "another given title lol" ,
"content" : "# another given title lol\n\n\n" ,
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"title" : "title given to you" ,
"content" : "# title given to you\n\n\n\n-----\n\n\n\u003e [!outline]\n\u003e hi hello nice\n\u003e i want a thing\n" ,
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"title" : "test" ,
"content" : "# hello universe" ,
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"content" : " \ n \ n “ I f y o u ' r e s o s u r e a b o u t t h i s , w h y d o n ' t y o u f u c k i n g s i n g i t y o u r s e l f y o u f e c k l e s s c u n t ? ” S e a n s n a p p e d . \ n \ n T h e t e m p e r a t u r e i n t h e r o o m r o s e a s B r i a n w h i p p e d a r o u n d t o s h o o t S e a n a p o i n t e d g l a r e . \ n \ n “ . . . W h a t d i d y o u j u s t s a y ? ” \ n \ n S e a n ' s l i p t i c k e d u p i n t o a s n e e r . “ I s a i d , ‘ w h y d o n ' t y o u f u c k i n g s i n g i t y o u r s e l f y o u f e c k l e s s c u n t ? ’ ” h e r e p e a t e d . \ n \ n - - - \ n \ n “ Y o u ' r e r a t h e r b o l d , a r e n ' t y o u ? ” B r i a n t s k e d , c i r c l i n g S e a n . O u t o f d e f i a n c e , t h e s m a l l e r b o y d i d n ' t a n s w e r , i n s t e a d o p t i n g t o s w i v e l b a c k a n d f o r t h i n t h e o f f i c e c h a i r h e w a s s a t i n , u n t i l B r i a n ' s h a n d s h o t o u t t o h o l d t h e c h a i r f i r m l y i n p l a c e . \ n \ n S e a n l e t o u t a n i n d i g n a n t h u f f a s h i s e y e s r o l l e d u p t o m e e t B r i a n ’ s g a z e . “ T h e f u c k d o y o u w a n t , y o u p r i c k ? ” \ n \ n “ N o w , n o w , S e a n , ” B r i a n c o o e d i n a s a c c h a r i n e s i n g - s o n g v o i c e , r e a c h i n g o u t a n d t i l t i n g t h e b r u n e t t e ' s c h i n u p s o h e w a s f a c i n g h i m . “ L o o k a t m e p r o p e r l y w h e n y o u ' r e s p e a k i n g t o m e . ” \ n \ n S e a n ' s s m i r k r e t u r n e d , w i d e r a n d m o r e i m p u d e n t t h a n e v e r . “ M a k e m e , f u c k e r . ” h e s c o f f e d , s w a t t i n g B r i a n ' s h a n d a w a y . \ n \ n W i t h a g r u n t o f a n n o y a n c e , B r i a n g r a b b e d S e a n ' s w r i s t a n d y a n k e d h i m t o h i s f e e t i n o n e h a r s h m o t i o n . \ n \ n “ * W a t c h y o u r m o u t h , d o l l * . ” t h e b l o n d e g r o w l e d l o w l y , h i s o t h e r h a n d s w i f t l y g r a b b i n g a h o l d o f S e a n ' s f a c e a n d s q u e e z i n g h a r d o n t h e d o u g h y s k i n , c a u s i n g t e a r s t o s p r i n g t o t h e b r u n e t t e ' s e y e s a t t h e s l i g h t p a i n p r i c k l i n g a t h i s c h e e k s . \ n \ n “ Y o u g o n n a q u i t m o u t h i n g o f f n o w ? ” \ n \ n S e a n n o d d e d b e g r u d g i n g l y , l e t t i n g o u t a q u i e t w h i m p e r o f r e l i e f w h e n B r i a n r e l e a s e d h i m . \ n \ n \ n \ n B r i a n c a u g h t u p t o t h e s i n g e r i n a f e w s t r i d e s . H e g r a b b e d S e a n ' s w r i s t a n d d r a g g e d h i m b a c k i n s i d e . “ A h - a h . N o t s o f a s t , d o l l . ” \ n \ n “ ” \ n \ n “ A p o l o g i z i n g a l r e a d y ? ” \ n \ n “ K n e e s . ” \ n \ n W h e n S e a n d i d n ' t m o v e , B r i a n \ n \ n S e a n b i t b a c k a g r o a n a s B r i a n p u l l e d o u t h i s c o c k . W r a p p i n g a h a n d a r o u n d t h e b a s e , t h e b l o n d e b e g a n t o s l o w l y s t r o k e t h e l e n g t h u p a n d d o w n . S e a n d r o o l e d a t t h e w a y B r i a n ' s c o c k s t e a d i l y t h r o b b e d a n d t w i t c h e d t o f u l l h a r d n e s s , a n e r e c t i o n o f h i s o w n b e g i n n i n g t o b l o o m i n h i s j e a n s a s h e s c o o t e d c l o s e r t o t a k e h i m i n t o h i s m o u t h . \ n \ n B r i a n p l a c e d a f i r m h a n d o n t h e b r u n e t t e ' s f o r e h e a d , s t i l l i n g h i m . “ S t o p . D i d I s a y y o u c o u l d s u c k ? ” \ n \ n S e a n b i t h i s l i p a n d s h o o k h i s h e a d . \ n \ n “ R i g h t . Y o u o n l y g e t t o p l e a s e m e w h e n I s a y y o u c a n , d o l l . ” \ n \ n B r i a n c l o s e d h i s e y e s a n d c o n t i n u e d h i s s l o w , s t e a d y w a n k i n g , l e t t i n g o u t t h e o c c a s i o n a l g r o a n . P l e a s u r i n g h i m s e l f . M a k i n g S e a n w a i t . \ n \ n “ * P l e a s e . * ” S e a n w h i n e d o u t l o u d b e f o r e h e c o u l d s t o p h i m s e l f , r o c k i n g b a c k a n d f o r t h i m p a t i e n t l y , w i d e b r o w n e y e s l o o k i n g u p a t t h e t a l l e r m a n p l e a d i n g l y . \ n \ n B r i a n p a u s e d a n d o p e n e d h i s e y e s , d r i n k i n g i n t h e s i g h t o f S e a n w i d e - e y e d a n d n e e d y w i t h h i s m o u t h h a n g i n g o p e n . H e t r a i l e d h i s e y e s d o w n t o h i s c h i n , w h e r e s p i t w a s g a t h e r i n g , a n d h i s l i p s l a z i l y t i c k e d u p i n t o a s m i r k . \ n \ n “ H a s a l l t h e a t t i t u d e b e e n w e a s e l e d o u t o f y o u ? ” h e a s k e d o n a n a m u s e d t o n e . “ L o o k a t y o u r s e l f n o w , w h i n i n g a n d d r o o l i n g a n d b e g g i n g f o r m y c o c k . Y o u w a n t i t s o b a d , d o n ' t y o u ? ” \ n \ n S e a n s w a l l o w e d a n d n o d d e d . \ n \ n \ n \ n B r i a n g r a b b e d a f i s t f u l o f S e a n ' s h a i r a n d p u s h e d h i m o n t o h i s c o c k i n o n e q u i c k m o v e m e n t . A s h i s d i c k s l i d i n t o h i s t h r o a t , S e a n g a g g e d a n d c o u g h e d , v i s i o n s u d d e n l y c l o u d e d w i t h t e a r s . T h e b l o n d e p u l l e d S e a n a l m o s t a l l t h e w a y o f f , b e f o r e s u d d e n l y s l a m m i n g h i m b a c k d o w n . B r i a n t h e n r e p e a t e d t h e m o t i o n w i t h m o r e f o r c e , e s t a b l i s h i n g a r e l e n t l e s s r h y t h m . \ n \ n “ S o , w h a t w e r e y o u s a y i n g b e f o r e ? ” B r i a n s n a r l e d b r e a t h l e s s l y . “ G o o n , s a y i t a g a i n . ” a t t h e o b v i o u s l a c k o f a ( c o h e r e n t ) R e p l y , h e c h u c k l e d , “ O h . C a t g o t y o u r t o n g u e , d o l l ? ” \ n \ n F r u s t r a t e d t e a r s b e g a n t o s p i l l f r o m S e a n ' s e y e s a n d w o r k t h e i r w a y d o w n h i s r e d f a c e . , a n d l i t t l e c h o k e d c r i e s b e g a n t o s l i p o u t o f h i s m o u t h . \ n \ n \ n \ n B r i a n p u l l e d o u t o f t h e b r u n e t t e t h e n . “ Y o u ' r e p a t h e t i c . C a n ' t e v e n g i v e m e h e a d w i t h o u t s n i v e l i n g l i k e a f u c k i n g c h i l d . ” \ n \ n \ n \ n “ J u s t a f e w m i n u t e s a g o , y o u w e r e s o e a g e r t o r u n y o u r m o u t h . W h a t c h a n g e d , d o l l ? ” B r i a n c h o r t l e d a s h e n o t e d t h e e m b a r r a s s e d b l u s h t h a t b e g a n t o t i n t S e a n ' s t e
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"/portfolio/" : {
"title" : "✑ my portfolio" ,
"content" : "\nwelcome to my art portfolio!\n\nhere's a list of links to get you started:\n\n- [animation](/portfolio/animation)\n\t- \n- [storyboarding](/portfolio/storyboards)\n- *i don't have a third skill at the minute so take this cookie instead 🍪*" ,
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"content" : "\u003c%*\nlet dry = '\"[🌸]`r`n$(date \"+%A, %Y-%m-%d %I:%M:%S %p\")\"' \nconst cp = require(\"child_process\");\nconst fir = cp.spawnSync('pwsh', ['-Command', 'cd', `\"${app.vault.adapter.basePath}\";`, 'git', 'add', '.',';', 'git', 'commit', '-am', dry,';', 'sleep', '3',';', 'git', 'push', 'origin', 'main:main',';', 'cd', '..', ';', 'git', 'add', '.', ';', 'git', 'commit', '-am', dry, ';','sleep', '3',';', 'git', 'push', 'origin', 'main:main'])\n\n\n\tconsole.log(fir.stdout.toString(), fir.stderr.toString())\nsetTimeout(() =\u003e {\n\tconsole.log(fir.stdout.toString())\n\tconst sec = cp.execSync(`ssh.exe tablet@tablet.sh \"echo 'SnowPea' | sudo -u git -S bash -c 'git --git-dir=/home/git/tablet/amethyst.git --work-tree=/var/www/tablet.sh checkout -f main; git --git-dir=/home/git/tablet/amethyst.git --work-tree=/var/www/tablet.sh checkout -f deploy;'\"`)\n\tconsole.log(sec.toString())\n}, 10000)\n%\u003e" ,
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"title" : "fanfiction" ,
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"/writing/fanfiction/non-con-bloodplay-mess" : {
"title" : "non-con bloodplay mess" ,
"content" : " \ n # n o n - c o n b l o o d p l a y m e s s \ n \ n \ n I t w a s a w e d n e s d a y a f t e r n o o n , a n d a l l f o u r m e m b e r s o f D i a m o n d H e a d h a d c o n v e n e d i n t h e l i v i n g r o o m t o d o s o m e s o n g w r i t i n g . \ n \ n B r i a n , C o l i n a n d D u n c a n s e e m e d t o b e m a k i n g g o o d p r o g r e s s o n t h e i r r e s p e c t i v e i d e a s , w h i l e S e a n s i m p l y s t a r e d a t t h e c u r r e n t , b l a n k p a g e o f h i s n o t e b o o k , d e v o i d o f i n s p i r a t i o n o r c r e a t i v i t y . A s t i m e p a s s e d , h e ’ d d r i f t e d f u r t h e r a n d f u r t h e r i n t o t h e r e c e s s e s o f h i s m i n d , w h i c h r e m a i n e d e m p t y a n d d a r k , s a v e f o r t h e o c c a s i o n a l f l e e t i n g w o r d f r o m o n e o f t h e o t h e r t h r e e i n t h e g r o u p . I t w a s n ' t u n t i l h e s e n s e d a h a n d o n h i s b a c k t h a t h e w a s s h a k e n o u t o f t h e a l m o s t - d r e a m l i k e s t a t e a n d c a t a p u l t e d b a c k i n t o t h e r e a l w o r l d . \ n \ n “ . . . A n y w a y s , w h a t d o y o u t h i n k ? ” \ n \ n S e a n b l i n k e d . W h e n h e l o o k e d t o t h e s i d e , h e s a w t h a t B r i a n w a s b e s i d e h i m , l o o k i n g a t h i m e x p e c t a n t l y . “ H u h ? ” \ n \ n T h e g u i t a r i s t s n e e r e d . “ W e l l , * d o l l * ? ” \ n \ n “ I . . . I d o n ' t k n o w . ” S e a n m u m b l e d . H e s t o o d u p a b r u p t l y . “ I t h i n k I ' m d o n e h e r e . ” h e s a i d f l a t l y , l e a v i n g t h e r o o m b e f o r e a n y o f h i s b a n d m a t e s c o u l d r e s p o n d . \ n \ n - - - - - \ n \ n * ( S o o v e r d r a m a t i c . ) * \ n \ n * F u c k e r ’ s g o t a p o i n t . * T h e s i n g e r t h o u g h t w i t h a h o l l o w l a u g h a s h e w a l k e d d o w n t h e h a l l w a y . \ n \ n * ( W h a t a j o k e y o u a r e . I t ' s a w o n d e r a n y o n e l i s t e n s t o t h e g a r b a g e y o u w r i t e . . . E x c e p t y o u w r o t e n o t h i n g b e c a u s e y o u ' r e t a l e n t l e s s . ) * \ n \ n S e a n c l e n c h e d h i s f i s t a n d s w a l l o w e d t h e l u m p i n h i s t h r o a t . T h i s w a s n ' t t h e t i m e t o c r y . \ n \ n T h e s o u n d o f f l o o r b o a r d s c r e a k i n g s t a r t l e d t h e s i n g e r . H e p i v o t e d t o l o o k b e h i n d h i m , p r e p a r i n g t o u n l e a s h v e r b a l h e l l o n t o w h o m e v e r t h o u g h t i t w o u l d b e a g o o d i d e a t o f o l l o w h i m . T h o u g h , m u c h t o h i s r e l i e f , n o b o d y w a s t h e r e . * J u s t m y i m a g i n a t i o n . * \ n \ n * ( W h y w o r r y a b o u t b e i n g f o l l o w e d a n y w a y s ? B r i a n d o e s n ' t c a r e . H e ’ s t o o b u s y l a u g h i n g a t y o u b e h i n d y o u r b a c k . B e c a u s e y o u ' r e P A T H E T I C . ) * \ n \ n O n a n d o n t h e v o i c e p r a t t l e d a s h e a s c e n d e d t h e s t a i r s . S e a n i g n o r e d i t f o r t h e m o s t p a r t , h o p i n g ‘ i t ’ w o u l d s o m e h o w “ G e t t h e h i n t ” a n d g o a w a y , y e t k n o w i n g d e e p d o w n i t l i k e l y w o u l d n ' t . \ n \ n W h e n S e a n h a d g o t t e n t o t h e s e c o n d f l o o r , h e l o o k e d b e h i n d h i m o n e l a s t t i m e t o b e a b s o l u t e l y s u r e n o b o d y f o l l o w e d h i m u p s t a i r s . T h e n , h e d a s h e d i n t o t h e b a t h r o o m a n d l o c k e d t h e d o o r . \ n \ n * ( W h y a r e y o u l i k e t h i s ? w h y ? g r o w a p a i r . Q u i t b e i n g s u c h a f u c k i n g b a b y . S h i t l i k e t h i s i s w h y B r i a n w i l l n e v e r l o v e y o u . ) * \ n \ n S e a n s i g h e d , a n d w e n t t o s t a r e i n t h e m i r r o r . \ n \ n * ( F u c k i n g h i d e o u s , t h a t ’ s w h a t y o u a r e . ) * \ n \ n W r e n c h i n g h i s g a z e a w a y , h e t u r n e d h i s a t t e n t i o n t o B r i a n ' s r a z o r , w h i c h s a t o n t h e e d g e o f t h e s i n k . \ n \ n * ( W h y d o n ' t y o u t a k e o u t t h e b l a d e a n d s l i t y o u r f u c k i n g w r i s t s . ) * \ n \ n H e g r a b b e d t h e r a z o r a n d b e g a n t o t w i s t t h e h a n d l e r o u n d a n d r o u n d . W h e n t h e h e a d w a s l o o s e , h e r e m o v e d i t f r o m t h e h a n d l e w i t h h i s f r e e h a n d , b e f o r e e x t r a c t i n g t h e b l a d e w i t h s k i l l f u l f i n g e r s . \ n \ n A s S e a n s w i p e d t h e b l a d e t h r o u g h a s m a l l l o c k o f h a i r t o m a k e s u r e i t w a s s h a r p e n o u g h , h e c o u l d n ' t h e l p b u t c h u c k l e o u t l o u d a t t h e r e a l i z a t i o n t h a t h e ' d s e l f - h a r m e d e n o u g h t i m e s t o b e c o m e s o m e w h a t o f a n e x p e r t a t i t . \ n \ n * ( H o w f i t t i n g . I t ' s t h e o n l y t h i n g y o u ' r e g o o d a t . ) * \ n \ n D i g g i n g t h e b l a d e i n a l i t t l e , S e a n p u l l e d i t a c r o s s t h e p a l e s k i n o f h i s a r m , l e a v i n g a t h i n , s t i n g i n g r e d t r a i l i n h i s w a k e . H e p a u s e d t o a n a l y z e h i s h a n d i w o r k . \ n \ n * ( Y o u c a n d o b e t t e r t h a n t h a t , c a n ' t y o u ? ) * \ n \ n B i t i n g h i s l i p t o b r a c e h i m s e l f f o r t h e p a i n , S e a n m a d e a n o t h e r p u l l a c r o s s t h e s a m e p a t h , b u t w i t h m o r e f o r c e t h a n b e f o r e . \ n \ n * * * ( O r a r e y o u s o m u c h o f a f u c k i n g c o w a r d t h a t y o u w o n ' t f i n i s h w h a t y o u s t a r t e d ? ) * * * \ n \ n S e a n ' s h a n d b e g a n t o t r e m b l e . G o d , h e w a n t e d t o p r o v e t h a t s t u p i d v o i c e w r o n g . S w a p p i n g t h e b l a d e t o h i s o t h e r , s t e a d i e r h a n d , h e s l o w l y d r a g g e d t h e r a z o r ' s e d g e a l o n g h i s s k i n , m a k i n g s u r e h e w a s d i g g i n g t h e b l a d e a s d e e p a s h e p o s s i b l y c o u l d . \ n \ n I t h u r t . I t h u r t l i k e a m o t h e r f u c k e r . 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